bittersweet aftertaste of life

I remember clear as day the times where I would be myself and they would tell me to stop
I want a house view and I'll smoke off the deck take a break from the beats when it's hot
Different assortment of blues the exterior white like the boats that is tied to the dock
Ignorant kids like on halloween night we would run through your crib we ain't think about knock
Daring each other to jump off the bridge until the other one does then we all had to drop
Pushing ourselves to the limit my grandfathers spirit can feel it he knows who I are
Sometimes I'm lost in the mission chase things superficial forget that there's love in my heart
Shadowbox a different image right hook hit the chin up wake up with a face full of scars
Power to the people in my circle that keep holding it down I'm in debt to you all
Cross contaminating all these it's bitsy genres together in form of a ball
Throwing it out to the shorty because she be bad and she claims that she knows all my songs
When this shit hit circulation who knows where I'll be man I'll prolly be making pure soul
Instead of digging through the crates in the basement when everybody else was out at the mall
It's funny how they lie adjacent the truth to be told is ima do it all on my own

Live from right now right here boy
Thought I told you you the center of attention you the source
Work together bunch of bullshit to exploit
No choice
But to trust my gut and know that pussy moist
Wet nap barbecue joints
I'm gettin skinny ribs is showing they points

Spinning
Spinning
Spinning
Why don't you turn this car around

But you don't really care
But you don't really cared