Broken Bridges

I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships
It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended
Some seen the vision and some only pretended
I lost a lot of love

I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships
It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended
Some seen the vision and some only pretended
Got homies with me but some I left on that sucka shit
A couple lovers I use think was significant
But now In a crowd they don't stand out they just blending In
It's kinda crazy looking back on how much time we spent
Who would of thought when the chapter closed that our time would end

Ay I want you but don't need you hear
Get anxious if you close
All the things you been saying it let me see that you have hope
Ain't no fairytale dream with me I know how this gone go
I enjoy your company until it starts to turn to more
Vulnerability it take my peace and I can't seem to cope
Do I wanna I don't know
I can't let my guard down and rest I got places to go
Flying coach to the coast I love being alone
Jump In the coupe and hit the gas I just be in a zone
I been feeling disconnected since I lost my fucking deddy
He left in chapter fourty four gah damn we wasn't ready
And I can't fill his shoes but I been tryna keep us steady
Mama she doing her best but she been lost here since you left us
Late nights and early mornings got me spiraling out control
If dying young is living fast and I been Usain bolt but I been focused on my goals
I been careful with my heart cause Intentions are so unknown

I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships
It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended
Some seen the vision and some only pretended
Got homies with me but some I left on that sucka shit
A couple lovers I use think was significant
But now In a crowd they don't stand out they just blending In
It's kinda crazy looking back on how much time we spent
Who would of thought when the chapter closed that our time would end

They'd rather see me lose cause my confidence
Through the roof
If you been through all I been through and still standing yours would to
But Let's not talk about it, let's talk about something more positive
Can't stand to watch the news the shit they air depress society
Show me something wholesome show me something that's inspiring
No politics today, let's toast to life on three
Getting money staying real taking trips to St. Martine with my team
Enjoy comradery from all the things that we achieved
No competing with each other cause we did this shit together
Yea, fuck all that phony shit that you my homie
But I cross every chance I get
It's just a few that know me the rest be curious
And I am whatever you say I am, word to Em
Fuck a hater love the way I am
I throw that middle finger up and let that paper count
Watch me elevate no ball and chain gone weigh me down

I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships
It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended
Some seen the vision and some only pretended
Got homies with me but some I left on that sucka shit
A couple lovers I used to think was significant
But now In a crowd they don't stand out they just blending In
It's kinda crazy looking back on how much time we spent
Who would of thought when the chapter closed that our time would end

I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships
It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended
Some seen the vision and some only pretended
Got homies with me but some I left on that sucka shit
A couple lovers I use think was significant
But now In a crowd they don't stand out they just blending In
It's kinda crazy looking back on how much time we spent
Who would of thought when the chapter closed that our time would end