My Friend

Don’t you worry about me
Oh wait you don’t
I am so over you
(Laugh)
Nope
When I think of you
I choke on the lump in my throat
That’s when my friend comes through
He helps me to cope
She was ashamed of you
You can see it in her eyes
You never satisfied her
Like the love of other guys
You see, sometimes my friend
Doesn’t always get it right
He gives it his best shot 
But he overthinks a tad too much
I’ve broken your trust in me
Sorry
My bad
And still you’re resenting me
I hate when you’re mad
Your existence is dead to him
He couldn’t give a damn
He’ll ruin you, run you through the mud
Don’t give him the chance
Then again
I’ll admit
This doesn’t feel right
You see coz my mum and dad
Don’t want my  life to end
Maybe it’s my friend
He’s a wolf amongst sheep                      
I took your life and stitched it back together
Without your friend you’d be dead
Take my friends and make them my enemies
I want this to end
Get rid of my anxiety
You make me feel alone
Kill me in my home
Get out of my head
You’d rather see me
Dead