Christina...Ego

Woke up this morning
You on my mind
I know what I'm holding
Just ain't right
A tight grip on waiting
On a call that will never come
Got me debating
All my pride

There are a million things I'm assuming
A billion things I'm accusing you of
Am I right or wrong
To many things I'd be loosing
Of all the things that iIm choosing
It's just my ego

I don't wanna let go but
My ego is stuck
Time gone have to heal this one
I don't wanna lose you
I Refuse to keep
Showing up alone
Its getting kind of old

It's all an illusion
When I try not to care
It's all really killing me
And it don't seem fair
I tight grip on nothing
Can't let go
Of this pain that I feel
When one conversation
Can help me heal

There are a million things I'm assuming
A billion things I'm accusing you of
Am I right or wrong
To many things id be loosing
Of all the things that I'm choosing
It's just my ego

I don't wanna let go but
My ego is stuck
Time gone have to heal this one
I don't wanna lose you
I Refuse to keep
Showing up alone
Its getting kind of old

You know me better than anybody
Who knows me
My secret keeper
The one who always consoles me
Im not mad I'm just hurt
Mostly because your right
Embarrassed by the parts you see in me I try to hide
Not many people can get to me the way you do
Its just you love me enough to tell me the truth

I don't wanna let go but
My ego is stuck
Time gone have to heal this one
I don't wanna lose you
I Refuse to keep
Showing up alone
It's getting kind of old