Bipolar
It's hard to let these feelings fade
Gave you all my time of day
Now you wanna say it's not the same
I'm tired of feeling this way
Wrote enough songs about you and
It's still gonna be just games
I feel sick and I'm not okay cuz
What I do is not sane
These thoughts trap me in my brain
Write my feelings on a page but
Shit won't ever fucking change
Unless I make it happen
I can't reminisce on back then
Express nothing I just mask it
Maybe writing this will help me realize
I'm the one who's capping
And when you say you can't
I don't know if I can stand
I don't know who I am
And I had to understand that
I can't be your friend cuz
That won't make this hurt less
I can't put my heart out there
For it all just to end
What's been going on in your mind
Why can't we just get this right
Got the wrong impression of my mind
I'm dreaming about you all night
I've been telling myself lies
Thinking it will be alright
Hands around my neck real tight
I start to lose sight
It's hard to let these feelings fade
Gave you all my time of day
Now you wanna say it's not the same
I'm tired of feeling this way
Wrote enough songs about you and
It's still gonna be just games
I feel sick and I'm not okay cuz
What I do is not sane
These thoughts trap me in my brain
Write my feelings on a page but
Shit won't ever fucking change
Unless I make it happen
I can't reminisce on back then
Express nothing I just mask it
Maybe writing this will help me realize
I'm the one who's capping