Inner Turmoil

Broski in the hole so we can't talk on the phone
Mom telling me how she afraid to lose her home
Dave up in the spital it's a bunch going on
I can't make it to Next Friday dawg I feel like Nia Long
Going through a lot like I'm trying to find some parking
Trying to strike a chord hope it don't sound like I'm harping
Turns out they love my two cents shits a bargain
Hop up in the booth and come out different like they Clark Kent
Told y'all what I was and never what I wasn't
Now they say they all relate to me just like we cousins
I don't need my flowers I'm the one that got'em buzzin
Like the ending of a porno dawg I know my time is coming
New problems and a new week
Still trynna reach my peak
Thoughts intrusive can't sleep
I really just want Peace
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Hope I don't run out of time
Gave my all to the grind
Even the moon got to shine
These days my women want more than just a date with me
She said if you lay with me then why can't you just stay with me
Cause my house is not a home girl this a vacancy
I been feeling all alone like I applied for bankruptcy
Got more important things than women just to stress on
Like an arm from cuddling I'm numb from being slept on
Go and get your rest on, while I'm putting my threads on
Got pieces moving on squarespace I'm getting my chess on
I'm the same kid that was dunking on a stop sign
Now my phone ringing every time I drop a hotline
Different kind of pain when the judge says they got time
Wish my biggest problem was the fact that I'm not signed
New problems and a new week
Still trynna reach my peak
Thoughts intrusive can't sleep
I really just want Peace
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Hope I don't Run out of time
Gave my all to the grind
Even the moon gotta shine
New problems and a new week
Still trynna reach my peak
Thoughts intrusive can't sleep
I really just want Peace
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Hope I don't run out of time
Gave my all to the grind
Even the moon gotta shine