Outro
(Are you proud of me now?
Thought I wouldn't amount to nun (aye)
Don't count me out yet)
Since 2019 they either left me alone or dissed me
June 2020 was taking pills was fucking up my kidney
My family fell out with me when I told em I be slitting
Make songs in the dark
I'm by myself, I'm always empty
I think I've been alone too long
Ion even be in my feelings
During the day ppl with me
At night, I'm the only one sitting
Tried to talking to my therapist
It felt he ain't listen
Feels like they just use me
Only time they pay attention
Dad said he knew sum was wrong he had thought I was molested
2009 momma hid my aunt from getting arrested
12 tased my granddad eye, damn, why yeen use pepper?
And I had drip before rap I already had Four neckless
Bae you beautiful the way you are youn needa get ya chest did
Fucking on them college hoes, can't trust em, go get tested
Stressing since October so much stress that Ian resting
And always remember that this life is chess not checkers
You ever lost so much so fast
I had to check myself how the hell I expect to change the world a nigga can't even change hisself nahmean
Like scared to chase my rap dreams and shit. Fuck that
I used to feel ugly I text her phone she never texted back
Fuck with my emotions I needed sex, masturbate, had to fap
Understand I make mistakes they still judge me from my past
How you expect me to move forward when you steady hold me backwards
Strangers win I see you clapping, if it's me, it never happens
Spraying shit
This shit get graphic
Made his death date faster
40 killings over the summer
Every year, this just a pattern
Four different bitches inna hummer
Take her ass and I grab it
Got tired of doing this dance, one step up, two steps back
I ain't have no one to talk to and that's how I got in rap
I tell the truth in every song nigga why I gotta cap?
Clock in to work as a nobody in Pensacola I felt trapped
Said if I keep living depressed, my life ion even wanna have it
This is bigger than your story and it's other ppl who matter
Let go of all that pride, if it hurts, nigga adapt
Guess we was cut a lil different, different cloth, different fabric