Painstyle

I'm maturing as an artist
I'm still learning as a person
Look Ion got no time for no arguing
I understand that ween perfect
But at some point stop with excuses
It's childish ppl in they 30's
If it involve some messy shit
Reposting pics from last Thursday
FaceTime my cousin on my birthday
She took the phone and turned it
Ian did nun wrong to the bitch
But fuck ya
Favors, never returned it
People hating on my momma
But everybody else love ha
That's all she really cares about the other shit she'en stun it
Waking up early out my sleep
It leads to fucked up mornings
I been going thru some shit
Still don't sit right with my stomach
But now I'm growing older
The old shit starting to feel like nothing
Iono if it came from maturing
Or my feelings turning numb
You can say whatever you want
But you can't ever call me dumb
The white man quick to judge me
I'm the smartest in the room
I use a lotta profanity
Don't get it twisted
I may not show it
I'm learning of S&P500
Bout yo business
Don't talk, show it
I'm feeling this lil shorty
But I'm so tired of staring over
I'm still healing from old shit
And got no chance of getting closure
My ex stay out in Biloxi
I still stay in Pensacola
I'm feeling this other girl
But she finna move out to Orlando
Never expressed my true feelings
Really wish I could've told her
What she truly means to me
I can't even describe the word
To get to touch you one last time
I'll give up my whole world
Ain't really understand love
My karma, got what I deserve
In high school, Blue and yellow
Went to PHS, rockin burgundy
College in Mississippi State
Aye how much you wanna serve ya
Lemon diesel, sugar cookies, even had some bud that's purple
I was a lotta niggas favorites if you was short I'll work with you
Why you think it hurt so much
You said I ran off with yo loot
And if I ever got one ova
Cuz of pay back, nun new
Can't finesse me from the Cola'
Betta watch out what you do
You can't fuck over evb better watch out for who you screw
Summertime
The city hot, you gotta watch out how you move
Can't even have a balloon release
I know sum niggas gonna shoot it
It ain't looking good for the future
I'm tryna that with my music
You can put on any song
I bet a thousand it's therapeutic
Pay attention life'a teach ya
Ima be the best student
Found my purpose with my lyrics
Nigga I promise that I'm glued to it
Shout out my Salvadoran side even tho I'm not fluent
Who thought I run a couple streams
Ian even have a computer