The Real Me

Don't want these people in my phone
They'on even call me
Ain't pay attention like they never fucking saw me
They gave off hate
But when I returned it, it's a problem
Number one cause of divorces happening is over money
12 got something against me
Shit niggas hate me too
Tryna do good for myself they both prolly wanna shoot
If you know you talented but did dirt
Nigga what would you do
Promised to keep it real with myself
Gotta stay true,
Done said I was lotta shit
But never said that I was perfect
Watch people ain't doing better than me
Judge like Ian worth it
I won't judge or look beneath you
Remember I felt worthless
See myself in ppl eyes
I see a lotta of y'all hurting
I'll hug my momma, hug my sister
Ion wanna let em go
So much be going on in my head but I neva let em know
Miss the times where I could call and just pull up with my bro
Life had hit us so fast
Had man up but wasn't grown
I admit that I ain't perfect
This the real me
Forgive the ppl I crossova
This the real me
I admit I'm still learning
This the real me
They skip my music man fuck who don't feel me
I be venting on these songs
I let the pen bleed
Sometimes it feels like this karma out to get me
Wonder if then people I used to love gon forget me
Shift my focus to my craft
Blessed
I feel gifted
Cut ppl off real and fake
Can't tell the difference
If youn got love for me for real
Pussy nigga keep yo distance
Said Ima be a star
Already shining but that's a given
Lotta people slimed me out
A couple folks won't be forgiven
Thinking back when I was doing wrong
Till I got fed up
A lotta long talks with God
In the end just keep yo head up
Y'all fall for anything
If you a man nigga stand up
You should think highly of me cuz I really wanna do better
Ion live for just me now
I'm finna have a niece or nephew
I'll give em the extra mile
Shit, I'll actually give em 2
Zay had risked his life for me
So I will do the same for you
I don't want anybody else to live what we had to live thru
I be wanting to spazz out
But I'm working on my patience
Accuse me of stealing but bitch you asking me for favors
Know I gotchu tho fasho
They want it now
Don't want it later
This life's a crazy game
Better watch out how you play it
I admit that I ain't perfect
This the real me
Forgive the ppl I crossova
This the real me
I admit I'm still learning
This the real me
They skip my music man fuck who don't feel me
I be venting on these songs
I let the pen bleed
Sometimes it feels like this karma out to get me
Wonder if then people I used to love gon forget me
Shift my focus to my craft
Blessed
I feel gifted