Goodbye

Can we turn the record over once again?
And leave the dishes dirty, pour another glass of red
I feel like almost everything's been said
But could you start at the beginning
And tell the story to the end

I'm breaking up my thoughts into the smallest little talk
I throw my body on the clock
So you won't hear the ticks and tocks
Lookin' for courage I can't find
To say that one word one last time
Would you mind if we both act like it's all fine
But I can't say
Mm-hm
I can't say
Mm-hm

Can we make a plan to get away, mm-hm
And talk about the future like we might get there someday
I got a bone to pick, a call to meet
A neck to break, I'll come for fate
To steal another minute
Well maybe there's no winnin'

I'm breaking up my thoughts into the smallest little talk
I throw my body on the clock
So you won't hear the ticks and tocks
Lookin' for courage I can't find
To say that one word one last time
Would you mind if we both act like it's all fine
But I can't say

I could tell you I love you a million times
I could tell you I hate you and hurt you with lies
I could tell you my secrets, the deepest of deepest, but I
But I can't say, I can't say

I'm breaking up my thoughts into the smallest little talk
I throw my body on the clock
So you won't hear the ticks and tocks
Lookin' for courage I can't find
To say that one word one last time
Would you mind if we both act like it's all fine, yeah
Or I could stand right here and just let you watch me cry
I can't say