Buried Alive

I don't feel good
To be honest
I know I joke around
But all I think is end it
Hide it by smiling
I'm done feeling
You keep saying words
But my heart is numb from hurting
Every step I take is like sand
Tickled my feet while I drown
Slowly buried deep in the ground
Can't even lift up my feet
And I'm even tired to speak
Feeling like my words make me weak
And it's getting harder to breath
I don't understand
Unsure of my next plan
And I know that God heard me
When I said I want to be free
Every night I pray he takes me
Back when my life was easy
Didn't care what people tell me but
Can't even lift up my feet
And I'm even tired to speak
Feeling like my words make me weak
And it's getting harder to breath
Wish I can scream all that I feel
And it takes it all
My heart and tears
Maybe then I'll heal
Wish I can scream all that I feel
And it takes it all
My heart and tears
Maybe then I'll heal
Just take all the pain away
Cause I'm afraid that I can't stay
My mom would cry for my name
And my dad would take all the blame