Paramour

I don’t need a paramour
But I’d like one
Someone who I’d die for
Isn’t that overdone?
It’s so easy for all my friends
Guess my feelings are just too dense
I don’t need a paramour
But I’d like one

I don’t need a hook up
That’s my not deal
I’m too serious with love
I still need time to heal
I know you’d say it’s been a while
But there’s a vacancy in my smile so
I don’t need a hook up
Though sometimes I’d like one
I’d like one

I don’t need another mirror as a reminder
That my weight won’t change even if I am kinder
Do you watch it fluctuate
While you wait for your tinder update
I don’t need anothеr mirror as a reminder
That I’m not you

I don’t need another friеnd to fill a void
How it makes me feel when they talk about their new boy
Stuck in same old escapes
Hiding pain in all I embrace
I don’t need another friend to put before myself again

Please don’t think I’m selfish
This is nothing but a cry for help
Please don’t think I’m helpless
I have yet to help myself