Drowning (Resurgence)
Every rocket's got its last shoot
When it shot past me, I was on my last knee
Asking, why the fuck did we have to lose this
Over something stupid, that grew from a nuisance
To a nightmare, where the night glares in my soul
What you'll find there, is a type mirror that can show
What my mind fears, try to fight fair in my home
They ain't fight fair, I ain't quite there, does it show?
I was hoping we could make it out together
But now I see that brothers can't be brothers, when the weather's
Outside storming, wish I rang the alarm before normalizing
Unsureness of loyalty way before the whole ground beneath us was
Falling
I tried to catch my balance many times
I ended up the way I always do, and paid the price
That's fucked up, this was like our closest shot to change the script
We're supposed to be a family, I know there's pain in it
But y'all Ratchet and Clanking it
Now we're Rifts apart and ain't no
Easy way to mend the tears that this put in my heart
So I put this in my heart and carry all the pain
Delete my Instagram, cause what's the point of fame
Living in a world, where nothing is the same
And no one knows you're hurt, and no one knows your shame
And it's a shame what I've done to the fans
If I had any left, do you think they'd understand
What I sacrificed? Long nights, long hours
Blood sweat and tears, for breadcrumbs of power
To have my hopes crushed like meat in a powder
To have my dreams scattered like meteor showers
And every rocket's got it's last shoot
When it shot past me, I was on my last knee
Asking, why the fuck did we have to lose this
Over something stupid, that grew from a nuisance to a
Nightmare, where the night glares in my soul, what you'll
Find there is a type mirror that can show what my
Mind fears, try to fight fair in my home, they ain't
Fight fair, I ain't quite there, it does it show?
When one dream ends
Another begins, where one finds loss
A new start wins, the waves of change can break us down
To form us and renew within
This life can feel so heavy at times
The pressure puts stress upon our spines
But we were made to change and grow
Some dreams we hold, must be let go
So hope can enter where it left
The heart, the dream, the mind at rest
In life we lose, and much we gain
We find the beauty, through the pain
There's light and dark that fills the world
There's voids in every boy and girl
When all seems lost, when one love ends
Open your heart
To dream
Again