Lunatic

I’ve been known to talk to lunatics
To get their opinion on my own well being
My pillow it still smells of you

I saw maggots crawling out of my brain
I stuffed them back in again
There is no escape
Though everyone’ll be on their way

I felt you in my heart
The phantom pains seem real enough
Life doesn’t happen in a second
No; it’s way shorter than that

Dukkha is what soothes me these days
Why do you care about meaningless things?
I sometimes wonder how enlightenment
Can arise from eternal darkness

I’ve arranged for the gangbang to take place
With me and my popcorn

All I want is you
But I think you’re a limited edition made unavailable

And I’d hate to lose you forever