Booze.

Alright I was just wondering if you wanted to come 'spoons again to get mashed?
Nah I'm alright, I've got some stuff to do
Are you sure? There's gonna be more of us out tonight and it's gonna be pretty sick
Alright I'll come
But where is everyone?
I don't know some are ignoring me and some just can't make it
Ah for f**k's sake I knew this was gonna happen
Well you know what?
This is the first time I've had fun in like 2 days and I'm here now so
Let's just do it
You don't know what I'm trying to do
You'll never understand it's booze
I always wanna win but lose
But music just sounds so much better when I'm tryna get through
'Cause that's the case for me tonight
That's right (Ah!)
So is this really what you wanna know?
Gonna go out for a show?
Getting up to sit back down but you never wanna know
Tryna get things we love to do
Until the morning comes
Thinking I'll doubt it but I'll do it still
Then I do it again and I'm feeling ill
Is there a stop button I can just use you know?
Guess it hasn't come yet, so I'll have to stop when it shows
Put on some clothes, put on some shows
'Cause best be sure when I walk in they'll never know
'Cause there's 500 years of this business and more to go
Just stop
Let me think
Let me pour another drink
Sounds good when rappers say it it's sick
That's just another quick fire of thoughts that will end up me being in the sink
Trying to stop every form of disease and cancer that exists is just boring
I just wanna have fun
You don't know what I'm trying to do
You'll never understand it's booze
I always wanna win but lose
But music just sounds so much better when I'm tryna get through
'Cause that's the case for me tonight
That's right (Ah!)
So is this really what you wanna know?
Gonna go out for a show?
Getting up to sit back down but you never wanna know
Tryna get things we love to do
Until the morning comes
I didn't mean to
How could I?
Can't blame my actions
It's my ADD
Why can't I do it?
I'm young I'm wild and free
What's it to you?
Why?
I can do it
It's my life
And it's for certain this won't be the last