Reality

Find a purpose not a job I'm dwelling life until like 5:00
Looking for a soulmate that lives life outside the box
I'm stacking up these building blocks invested like a fucking stock
My cranium tied up in knots I'm tryna passed these building blocks
One eight I stopped living stay kids little children
Should have listen in beginning work sleep I'm chasing pensions
Universe a torn tendon hiding pain by fucking grinning
Took some L's I'm due for winning heart slowly leaking crimson
Am I working to live
Am I living to work
Stress pumping through my nerves
What's life like above birds
Loyalty is a curve
Generation is worse
Wholesome love I deserve
Relationships in reverse
Trust is broken in seconds but takes forever to build
I'm searching for that old love cause I know that shit is real
I'm watching Martin reruns a Gina I ain't seen one
Discussing love I need tums my stomach turning heart numb
I'm clocking in 40 hours my days are work shower sleep
I'm working hard through the week but don't do nothing for me
Am I really
Free
Am I really happy
My work life balance rocky
I overthink constantly
I'm stuck in the bullshit that's I feel dog
shit hit my fan I had to heal dog
Reality set in I wasn't ready dog
Reality set in I wasn't ready dog
Expectations are weapons when shit
Goes unexpected my heart
Feels less protected
Every damn millisecond
Bills fucking up my checking's
When's the next black election
A good souls a curse and blessing I'm judged for my skin complexion