Shades of You
Told myself I'm better when I'm on my own
But I can never keep a distance
Woke up feeling better but it all falls short
Cos I can never keep it distant
Broken won't you post about it?
Double-tap it
Walk around it WOAH
I told myself I'm better when I'm own
But I can never keep a distance
What's the deal
Tell me how ya vibe how ya feel
Not when its too real
How will I survive will I heal
That you don't want to end on my hit list
I got a call and its business
I don't need nothing from all yall
I'm rolling out to the pyramids
I'm going out where the sky falls
I'm heading out where the myths live
Do it myself like I'm Joan of arc
I don't believe in religion
I'm Hurting working overtime
Try unwind then I flip
Cuttin ties know the signs
Pray at night then I switch
say my lines
Keep my eyes on my trip
Say I'm fine know I'm lying
I might slide
Til I quit
Til I miss
Til I'm dying
Til I rip
On my line on my mind
On my vibes and on my dxxx
How deep is your pain cutting
Why wont you say something
Keep myself safe from it
Hate the fact i want you
I say goodbye and pushed it all away
You know when I'm lying but ill be okay
Told myself I'm better when I'm on my own
But I can never keep a distance
Woke up feeling better but it all falls short
Cos I can never keep it distant
Broken won't you post about it?
Double-tap it
Walk around it WOAH
I told myself I'm better when I'm own
But I can never keep a distance
Paint a picture let it fuel the fire yeh yeh
Now all I feel is a broken heart and its blurring lines yeh yeh
Fantasize and romanticize about
Better times yeh yeh
These polaroids just polarize
As I wipe my eyes yeh yeh
I'm feeling stupid and useless
I should be able to move and get through this
Without feeling clueless in what I am doing
Or telling my people
Improvement is something elusive
broken and muted
The truest illusion is proven
And i got myself and my music
But nothing is soothing
As long as I'm losing myself
In the hell of my own resolution
I know love is blind
So i fortify as i organize this war inside
And I'm mortified there ain't more to life
Now I'm more than low
I was more than high
and its borderline
Been more than i
Can try handle
Finna go phantom
Think it might slaughter my manhood
Telling my faith make haste
All part of my plan goddamn
Colours don't speak my language
And now grey skies they look vibrant
I Get back home then my time spent
Tryna smile ends and i nose dive to the nose bleed you don't know me
But if only i could try again
And now i find I've pushed too far
And I'm trapped here on this island
I'm gone
How deep is your pain cutting
Why won't you say something
Keep myself safe from it
Hate the fact I want you
I say goodbye and pushed it all away
You know when I'm lying but ill be okay
Told myself I'm better when I'm on my own
But I can never keep a distance
Woke up feeling better but it all falls short
Cos I can never keep it distant
Broken won't you post about it?
Double-tap it
Walk around it WOAH
I told myself I'm better when I'm own
But I can never keep a distance