I'm Too Scared To Lose You For Good

I'm not scared of much
But I think breaking up would be best for us
You see, I'm scared of losing you
For good

I've never thought of being at funerals
Other than my own
But I've failed as soon as I said the first hello

I'm scared of saying thank you to the people that mean most to me
I'm terrified of cradling you in my arms for the last time

Is that why the selfish side of us
Turn a blind eye
Scared deep down to commit
Then cry a last goodbye

I never want to see you in pain
Too tired to live
Life has a nasty habit
Ending here and there and near

You're an optimist's nightmare
I chose to love not mourn
Constant anxiety, fear for you all

I hate being alone
But at least I'll know
You'll be okay
For as long as I hope