Back Again

Shoutout to my loved one
Shoutout to my fans
Shoutout to the ones that doubted me
I'm back again
I'm thankful for the the blessings
I'm thankful for the pain
I'm thanks for this opportunity
I'm back again

I said I'm back again
Sorry I ever left
Was fighting through some trauma
The tear I cried felt
The cold stale resentment
That rest upon my lip
I bit my tongue and held in
But it never helped
It never helped me escape
From the feeling can't concentrate
No meds for to meditate
Feeling like I might desiccate
No friends can't resuscitate
Me from drowning inside my hate
I hate that I hate myself
It's a fate that I can't accept

Shoutout to my loved one
Shoutout to my fans
Shoutout to the ones that doubted me
I'm back again
I'm thankful for the the blessings
I'm thankful for the pain
I'm thanks for this opportunity
I'm back again

New and improved
Skipping the booze
Lifting the weight
Feelings is great
Life's been going real good for me
Can't help thinkin it's a tragedy
That lies in the wake
Of this new found state
Can't give 'em a chance
Or these demons will take
Way more than I care to give
They was with me back when Ian care to live
Know the doors where that open where my secrets live
Real dark place
No mistake
Keep it locked up tight
Can't retrace
My steps
If I wanna be in this place
I got a new found fight
And a will to live
Can't miss my flight
On the road to bills