All of Me (feat. Betty)

All of me is drowning deep into the sound of you
All of me wants to receive a sense of peace from you
All of me is lost and weak I confess this now to you
All of me is hurting see I caused this pain to you

Right person, wrong time, right?
Ain't that life?
My mind fights, heart cries, I've tried
A little darkroom is a limelight
Show the world what I'm like when I write
Now I might
Hurt a few too many when I write out my wrongs
This is more to me than song
And I brought you in too far
But you really made my heart
Flutter just a little when you grabbed me by my hand
I looked in you the eyes saw my future in your plans
But my hearts not ready, it's bleeding out lately
The pain inside is covered up
But maybe I can deal with it and one day I can finally
Give you back the love that you deserve
That I deferred, when I mature
I'll open up and give you all the love that I preserved
The universe is funny how it works
I look into the cosmos see the moon emerge
Shinning bright, on my mind
I need some time, I hate that I'm
Lost and blind, I talk to Christ
I look into the sky and I can find

All of me is drowning deep into the sound of you
All of me wants to receive a sense of peace from you
All of me is lost and weak I confess this now to you
All of me is hurting see I caused this pain to you

I need some time to process
But if time is just a concept why not yet?
I'm a mess, I confess, yeah I'm stressed
I opened up and left you but your heart is near my chest
And you deserve the best
That's why I need some time because I'm lost and undefined
And when I'm blind I know I'll hurt you but these feelings override
All the senses I deny
And I'm senseless when I try
I couldn't make you wait for me to stitch up all my wounds
It's a process that's consumed
All my life and now I thread the needle
Waiting for the scar to grow and heal up all the pain inside
So how do I?
Open up and start again
How do I?
Open up and love again
How do I?
Open up and understand the feelings that I've got again
When all of me is drowning and I can't afford to fall again
The house I built is caving in
The walls are crumbling down in sin
It's time I built the house again and put it on the rock instead

All of me is drowning deep into the sound of you
All of me wants to receive a sense of peace from you
All of me is lost and weak I confess this now to you
All of me is hurting see I caused this pain to you