My Callback

I sink deep in my dreams
Thoughts of you with me
Back to my own grief
I can't seem to sleep
A family, a missing piece

Lord take this from me
Hold me closer I need
A little moment of peace
I'm drowning deep in the sea
I feel deceit grabbing me
Tell me I can't believe
But I just wanna believe
That there's still hope left for me
But I feel death cheated me
And took my fam just see
Me falling down to my knees
Screaming loud at the scene
Bring her back won't you please
Just a moment to be
Like I was back in 03
Not a worry to think
Just my grams holding me
But now I'm lost and confused
And I'm feeling angry at you
Like why God?!
Did you take her so soon
It was Jan 16th cold afternoon
I was crying in my room
I was screaming at you
I was far from home
I was too consumed
I didn't pick up the phone
Or come to visit with you
But now it's all in the past
Slipping out of my hands
Every second goes by
And then your voice starts to fade
I can't remember the days
And now that hurts me to say
I miss the way that you made
Every moment okay
You took the pain right away
But now the pain likes stay
I miss you

I sink deep in my dreams
Thoughts of you with me
Back to my own grief
I can't seem to sleep
A family, a missing piece
I sink deep in my dreams
Thoughts of you with me
Back to my own grief
I can't seem to sleep
A family, a missing piece

In the back of my mind
Where the memories lie
I see a picture painted clear
A moment in time
Where I was smiling wide
A child inside
Not a worry to hide
And now I'm sitting here, wishing that I
Would've called back in time
Would've been at your side
But now it's too late to try
I see your face and I cry
I see a pic on the wall and wish to go back in time
Can't leave the past all behind
It's in the past that I find
A little moment with you
I'm holding on to the view
And never letting it go
I know that I need
A moment to hold it
I hold composure I'm loaded
With anger ready to blow and
I'm digging deeper to stow it
Run out of room and I notice
The walls are crumbling now focus
I'm losing sight of my motives
I close my eyes and I'm floating
I fuel the fire exploding
I feel desires unloading
I'm getting tired of holding
I take my hands off the wall
And then the dirt start start to close in
I feel this burden to worship
But feel I can't when I'm hurting
And now I'm mad at the Lord
But you brought me back to the Lord
I wanna tell you some more
That's when I sit on the floor
Pour my thoughts and record
I miss you