loveless marriage

Silent dinners
A righteous sinner
6 Month winters
Why won't it melt?
Abusing power
Sigh and he cowers
Third day dead flowers
But what else?
Chasing moments that already passed
Says he hates me cause he's someone I've surpassed
Sunken down piano chords
Keys washed on our shores
Always wanting more when I have nothing give
And all at once it seems too forced
Like a loveless marriage to avoid divorce
Fell in love with a dream chaser and grew cross
When he chased dreams instead of me
Towers of red wine
He's none of a kind
Says I crossed a line and maybe i did
Chalked-over pavement
Alcohol resentment
Saying it's not what he meant
But maybe he did
Well, maybe he did
Growing hatred for the one that I loved most
But I'm tied like a graveyard to its ghosts
Washing down all his words
Feeling our love is cursed
Wanting to wish him the worst
But he already has it
And all at once it seems too forced
Like a loveless marriage to avoid divorce
Fell in love with a dream chaser and grew cross
When he chased dreams instead of
Why can't I be his dream?
Why can't I be his dream?
The hardest hurt that i could feel
Is if you left me for something real
The sickest thought I could breathe
I'd rather rot in pain than watch you leave
And all at once it seems so clear
I could rewrite beaches on shores of all i fear
Fell in love with a man
And I knew who he was
And I grew cross when he wouldn't change
I'm insane
I'm insane