Spill it Out

There's so many things I wanna say to you
But if I decide to tell you the truth
Will you push me away?
Don't wanna push you away girl
Trying to hold my tongue and let go of my feelings
But I'm so damn drunk I'm bout to fucking spill it out
(Girl can you hear me out?)
(I gotta spill it out)
I've been fucked up since we've been detached
Trying to communicate but what we keep holding back
I ain't never felt this way I really got it bad
My heart is so fragile it's like it's made out of glass
Every situation that I've been in never lasts
Cause once they think I'm doing wrong they're putting on a mask
If there's no trust then there's no way we can relax
How else can we heal if we don't let go of the past?
Not gone say I need you but I want you really bad
Cause the type of energy we got is hard to match
My dawgs keep saying fuck a bitch my nigga chase a bag
But money can't buy love that's something we all need to have
There's so many things I wanna say to you
But if I decide to tell you the truth
Will you push me away?
Don't wanna push you away girl
Trying to hold my tongue and let go of my feelings
But I'm so damn drunk I'm bout to fucking spill it out
(Girl can you hear me out?)
(I gotta spill it out)
I just want us to heal
So baby can we keep it real?
And tell me how you feel
Cause our hearts can be broken
If there are thoughts left unspoken
Baby we just need to open up
It's been a couple months
I don't wanna rush this love
I just wanna know what's up
And even if the truth hurts
I just wanted you to know that I put you first
I could fuck this up only with a few words
So I gotta think it out
Cause I don't wanna lose the only one I think about
Trying to hold my tongue and let go of my feelings
But I'm so damn drunk I'm bout to fucking spill it out
(Girl can you hear me out?)
(I gotta spill it out)