compensate me for all of my loneliness

thought that we’ve been over this
guess ur too busy to call back
if going you’re going out will you come back
compensate me for all of the loneliness
could’ve guessed that I would be the one to be all alone
while all of my friends are out wasted
i'm reminiscing on how it was
toxic and passionate oh it was bad for our health
but would you ever lie to me
would you ever lie
would you ever lie to me
would you
but do you like the way she feels
do you like the way she kisses your lips on her lips
I shouldn't mind but I can't help it tell me why just admit
was there something that I couldn't give that she already had
‘cause her touch don't feel just like yours do and I'm so afraid of losing you
I can't complain I always lose in my selfish ways
my past is all you need for proof and im hurting why I hurt you too I know my pain is no excuse
for my selfish ways
while all of our time wasn't wasted i'm reminiscing on how it was
toxic and passionate oh it was bad for our health
I would never lie to u but thats all I do
I would never lie
but that's a lie too
but do u like the way she feels
do u like the way she kisses your lips on her lips
I shouldn't mind but I can't help it tell me why just admit
was there something that I couldn't give that she already had
OUTRO:
(lie to me why you always lie) x2
(I don't wanna lie to you, but I always do)