Floundering

I can't stop time and I can't let things be
Someday I'll find you and you'll understand me
Because I've been round the block and there is only one thing
That I know for sure and that's I'm floundering

Do I just love you cause you love me back?
Or, do I love you cause there's something there?
Cause, I can't tell you what I feel for you?
Cause, I don't know

Meanwhile, in the real world
I get a call from the passing of time
And she says
"Don't repeat, just keep things sweet, set doubts to the side"
I tell her "I can't trust you, and I can't trust my mind"
Cause, I been knowing, cause you treat me so dear
And cause you're always down to say the things I'm fixing to hear
But, that don't help my mind to go clear so
I don't know