Steady Flow
Sheets fall to my feet
Parking my dreams
Sleepwalking to be lost in the streets
Talking to beats
Time is ticking huh
Ya pride went missing
You hiding things from the table right
Conversations with peers
They like
"It's been 2 years
you still ain't shit?"
Well for me it's been bout 5 but why you counting
I'm
Nearly doubting every decision
Surrounded by putrid scents
That's representing the man who I'll be
How I go from zero to zero
But now it's absolute
Over here freezing
Tryna scatter troops
In battle rooms
I should've been writing
Wanna be like K dot
That whole journey is frightening
You right there you can't stop
But shit I might as well
Discarding ornaments that I called my friends
Thought I needed an audience
Just some annoyances and some
False Prophets
Street preachers and leeches
Seekers of narcotics
They was reaching for war
I wished them boys tried me
But there's peace needed
I reasoned to let the void squash it
Let the air out, bottle the noise and boycott it
Uh
Right
So nowadays I just pack up n leave
Interactions been lacking lately, it's letting me breathe
Don't harass me or get attached I got fragments to feed
It ain't magic when I can see you a magnet to beef
Keep walking
Stone walled now they talking through screens
Or so I've heard, I keep phone tucked, don't really need it
Searching for zones to keep my flows up it keeps me heated
I'm all alone until my bros come and say they need me
Time passed, we just standing in place
Weighing the damages then bandaging ceramic disgrace
And apparently this Pericles don't know what to say
He rather stare and pray while everyone prepares for the plague
When it all falls down, we headed west
Plan was never solid but life been shaky while under stress
Hate to leave anonymous and at best leave my mom distressed
College debt
Enshrouding me
My regrets
Been hounding me
And my chest been pounding me leaving cracks on my breast plate
My father a soldier
It's like I'm kicking 'round dead weight
Ain't taking control I'm coasting
And holding up barely
Gotta accept that I can't slow the clock
And any options that got lost are cherries on the top
But I'm still on it that's the cons of playing for a cause
I'm an imposter till my process becomes more than thoughts