summer worries

All these months that I've been laying on my bed
Time just seems to fly past so slowly
No one even comes to visit me no more
My phones just laying silent no calls no texts
Walking down these summer evenings so lonely
Hand in hand myself and this bike riding so slowly
Picking up my phone and seeing no messages
Sitting on my yard with my imaginary friends
I haven't been able to get out this mess
Cuz all that these memories brought me was stress
Wasting time sleeping in having no more fun
So I gotta get myself outta this mess
Went outside and played some ball for the first time in a while
Started feeling happy with my new style
Met someone at the park we were vibing all day
She came back over to my place we drove down by the bay
I haven't been able to get out this mess
Cuz all that these memories brought me was stress
Wasting time sleeping in having no more fun
So I gotta get myself outta this mess
And these moments that you gotta live up
Can't let nothing try to disrupt it
Dig back up the hole that you were in
And that's what you call a real win
Life is not as dark as it seems to be
Cuz you have the power to change what you see
Don't just lay down on your bed and let it be
So get out there and find your destiny