B.O.N.K

I must be wearing thin again
Sometimes it's me that wakes up
But more often it's him
It's hard to wear a face that says I'm doing fine
I feel okay
There's days I feel like I'm not living at all
At all

I think I'm in too deep to get back out

My patience is wearing thin
I start to anger way too quick
All the people who love me
Don't deserve my animosity

Sorry that I act this way
That I didn't come back the same
Sorry that I can't explain
I don't even understand

Come and drag me through what you call hell
I've seen it all inside myself

I am an imposter
I feel the presence inside of me
I am the imposter
I'll never be free

I keep hoping that things are going to change
Maybe I'll find happiness
Somewhere along the way

Fold your hands and plead like me
I hope we're gonna be okay
Fold your hands and bleed like me
We're never going to be okay