Thislonlinesswillgetthebestofme (feat. 4stro)
I don't need security
I just need to feel something
Cast me out and shut me down
But you'll never keep me on the ground
I must have come off too confident
But it's my only self-defense
I won't suffer at your expense
Bleed me dry and drag me down
You were the anchor keeping me at bay
I always knew I would see the day
The links would break and we would drift away
A fading glimpse of what we used to be
I keep on pretending that I'm okay
To feed the delusions inside of your brain
I don't want your company
It only comes with misery
You beat me down, infect my brain
With everything that I'll never be
So what do you expect from me
I swear that I gave you everything
It's not enough, no it's never enough
You call this love, but I'm calling your bluff
It's not enough, no it's never enough
You call this love, but I'm calling your bluff
Strapped in a ride, got my arms and my legs in a trap
And we're going upside down
She loves the way that I move and I act and I dress
But she said she never date a clown
I take my red nose off
Not a joke, not a game
And when you playing with heartbreak
The blood and the wind, it'll flow to wherever it's needed
The cracks from an earthquake
But I don't want to let you in
And I don't want to let you in
And I don't want to see what it is
'Cause I'm alone and I like it
I don't want your company
It only comes with misery
You beat me down and infect my brain
With everything that I'll never be
So what do you expect from me
I swear that I gave you everything
It's not enough, no it's never enough
You call this love, but I'm calling your bluff
It's not enough, no it's never enough
You call this love, but I'm calling your bluff
It's not enough, no it's never enough