Thought Process

I'm different that's why I'm distant,
Sit Quiet when I invision,
consistent with a vision,
Speak too much some times so there's no need to listen,
Believe past experience is wisdom,
Money isn't something people can take with them When their dead and gone But mistakes are lessons that will always stay with them,
I seem vacant when distanced,
Avoid negativity in the distance,
Can turn aggressive within an instant,
So avoiding altercations I find efficient,
keeps me balanced and in a position,
To keep me positive and out of prison,
Never been one to stick to a system,
Made mistakes no need to list them,
Confrontational with my opinion,
Opinionated but its far from a hindrance,
Ive found it beneficial,
In keeping me level headed maintaining my existence,
Coexisting,
In a life we're there's people living,...
With alot worse traits than the ones I'm listing,
Im Not perfect from my own admission,
will never stand to be reminiscent,
of a man who may have been in a similar position,
Because im my own omission,
my own edition,
On a course collision,
Adapting my own rendition,
Aiming to be a better man as i transition,

Verse 2.

Sometimes in life we're blessed with the things we ask for,
Care for,
Things we'd always dreamed of thats worth more,
Than fame, money and expensive clothes,
Like A family and kids that are there to hold,
Happiness and health are the things that are harder to mould,
Worth more than gold,
Despite what your told,
Because nobody wants to be lonely grey and old,
a rich man would trade happiness for the items they own,
A healthy balance is needed,
Work hard but keep an eye on other people's feelings,
Close and important show them there needed,
Because sometimes it's too late when they're up and leaving,
A family loss can leave you grieving,
Left with an empty feeling,
Words that you'd kept in concealing,
Can get Lost with time as you begin your healing,
As Time can pass within a blink of an eye,
The busy life can leave your emotions fried,
learn to use them to ease your mind,
emotional intelligence is the process of handling them right,
Its a life lesson we should learn In time,
Iv found it was the hardest to do in mine,
Surround yourself with positive types,
Staying well away from the negative vibes,
The company you keep,
Is what will make you weap,
talk is cheap can leave you trapped beneath,
believe you can achieve the heights you plan to reach,
As they could never be the person you aim to be,
Peoples opinions mean nothing,
If they praise ya then buzzing,
Either way it shouldn't stop you becoming,
That person striving to be something.