Did I Fail?

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
New York winters, yeah, it’s colder than a-
Yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah)
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah

[Chorus]
Did I fail? (Did I fail?) Did I fail? (Did I fail?)
Well, it’s been a rocky road
And I cannot tell (Cannot tell), cannot tell (Cannot tell)
I just put my heart and soul in this shit (Soul in this shit)
Got some niggas, yeah, I owe them a bit (Owe them a bit)
New York winters, yeah, it’s colder than a bitch (Colder than a bitch)
You’ll get splinters if you hold on to the bench (Hold on to the bench)
So I move, move, move, move!

[Verse 1]
Why you ain't on yet?
You ain’t make the right song yet?
I thought it’d be rad to pack up my bags
Move to California, ayy
Literally livin' in the studio
I shower at a Planet Fitness
I ain’t got no time for bitches
On the real, I ain’t even got space for my mom to visit
A year or two behind on my doctor visits
I can’t afford health insurance
Young nigga in the machine like Neo
Young nigga in the machine like Florence
I just got bills, no Gates
Took an edible to feel no ways and I still do not feel so great
When your fans listened in the sixth grade
Man, you really start to feel your age
I had pull the rug out from under me
I swore that, by now, I’d be livin' comfortably
While I was out drunk getting girls to fuck with me
My best friend co-founded a fucking company
I should count my blessings, I feel you, fam
But I’m still lightyears away from where I want to be
So, if you think about it
I'm closer to where I was
I want to pull up on a college
Campus with my hand out
And slap the optimism
Out a student on a planned route
The girl that you datin' is not who you’ll marry
Enjoy graduation, the tale of the fairies
I'm sorry for hatin'
I just really been fuckin' depressed, damn

[Chorus]
Did I fail? (Did I fail?) Did I fail? (Did I fail?)
Well, it’s been a rocky road
And I cannot tell (Cannot tell), cannot tell (Cannot tell)
I just put my heart and soul in this shit (Soul in this shit)
Got some niggas, yeah, I owe them a bit (Owe them a bit)
New York winters, yeah, it’s colder than a bitch (Colder than a bitch)
You’ll get splinters if you hold on to the bench (Hold on to the bench)
So I move, move, move, move!

[Verse 2]
Gee, I’m low
I feel as mid as the weed I roll
I kid, I kid, you can see I’m dope
Through my IG pictures, can’t see I’m broke
Who got bread? Yeah, I need a loaf
Too much Uber eatin'
Always had a big forehead, talkin' to my forehead like, "Nigga, why are you receding?"
I’m tryna face this shit
My last relationship was like five years ago
I don’t trust anyone, high or minimal
Highly cynical
Lost a friend or two, but don’t tweet subliminals
Rappers blowin' up off a hell of a reach
I'm like, "Damn, these niggas I'm much better than? Please!"
Shit ain’t that deep, got my head in the sea
I should stop kicking shells on the beach
Poor little 401K (401K)
Don’t got no 401K (401K)
I meet my women at a bar (Women at a bar)
I don’t be goin' on dates (Going on dates)
Shit, I don’t even got a car (even got a car)
I got like four in different states
They'll pro'bly choose up April showers
I swear it's pourin' when it rains
Did I fail? Weighin' success on a lil' scale
I've been in a funk, in a lil' spell
Tryna get out like Lil Rel
Lackin' reason, that's a real jail
Overthinkin', that’s a real L
Over-seasoned, that’ll kill snails
Done believin' I don’t got time, I walk the line between here and hell
Find some meaning, you'll feel well, yeah

[Outro]
Did I fail?- (Did I fail? Was it meant for me?) Did I fail?-
Did I fail?- (Tried four, five times, was it meant to be?)
-Cannot tell- (Mmm, thinking differently) -Cannot tell-
-Cannot tell- (My oh my, I’m the enemy)
-Soul in this shit- (Was it meant for me?) -Owe them a bit
-Owe them a bit (Tried four, five times, was it meant to be?)
-Older than a bitch (Mmm, thinking differently)
-Old onto the bench (My oh my, am I the enemy?) Move, move, move, move!