Madness & beauty (feat. angel)

I can't seem to find the love That I find in you
Finding my struggles that you claimed about are true
Madness and beauty That changed
Your point of view
All of the lies and all the fights that I never knew
I'm tryna explain all of this pain,
Finding the words that are deep in my soul
It's like I am there but he's taking control
He's back in my Brian likes he's done it before
Can't
Even
Lie
I'm smoking these blunts till the day that I die
I'm going so hard and I don't even try
Momma I'm sorry if I'm I dying tonight
Look
I've been lost in this world
Lost up in this life
I've been tryna find a cure or maybe another wife
Yea I've going really hard but I'm still counting all my shit
Yea I've going down a road but you will always see me win
Count up a bag first of all
Before I give my love again
Love the support that I get
I know I'm a mess
I've Been tryna find ways
To release all this pain
But you when call up my phone
Baby the love comes again
The love comes again
It comes like virus just within my skin
Rushing through veins and injecting my brain
I'm getting so high that I can't even think
I can't seem to find the love That I find in you
Finding my struggles that you claimed about are true
Madness and beauty
That changed
Your point of view
All of the lies and all the fights that I never knew
I'm tryna explain all of this pain,
Finding the words that are deep in my soul
It's like I am there but he's taking control
He's back in my Brian likes he's done it before
Can't
Even
Lie
I'm smoking these blunts till the day that I die
I'm going so hard and I don't even try
Momma I'm sorry if I'm I dying tonight
Look
Of course shit it different.
Like a Manual transmission
My mood just be shifting.
Had to put the down weed for a minute
Cuz I couldn't resist it.
Itching to smoke
All My bones started
Twisting
But this isn't
Any
Stranger things
We need to
Clear our minds every fucking day
And when you don't your problems
Start to weigh heavily
So May I lay
These words
Just to feel some calmness
Inside my soul.
Been spitting rhymes
Since I was twelve years old
When I seen
How far your words and letters can go
Only started saving them
When I got a phone, and then I got bold
To start spitting home, when I was alone.
But I never been alone like this
Getting better with my words
Every flow I'm bitten
And I'm hella fucking worth it
This No Osiris
Yea, this is no Osiris
Moving on with life couldn't be No bitch
Destin for the fame got grinding everyday
Ain't stopping till I'm flexing one hundred bands in Yo face
But I'm grateful for acting cause this what you made
Now you tryna play with the one
And I can never get enough
Got higher feeling got higher feelings
And ain't even the drugs
Got mind control of my own
But you always making me fold
When you come along you come along
It's hard for me to let go