What Now

I've been ignoring this big
Lump in my throat i shouldn't be crying
Tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say
But something's missing

Whatever it is
It feels like it's laughing at me through
The glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
What now? Oh oh oh oh what now?

I found the one he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come
At the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm sad again

Whatever it is
It feels like it's laughing at me through
The glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is
It's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
What now? Oh oh oh oh what now?

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
What now? (Please tell me) what now?

There's no one to call
'cause I'm just playing games with them all
But the more I swear I'm happy
The more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spend every hour just
Going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
What now? Oh oh oh oh what now?

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
What now? (Somebody tell me) what now?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know, oh oh, why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know, oh oh, why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know, oh oh, why so what now?