Barad-Dur

Steady repping Royalty
I'm working to supply the team
We blowing through these bags of weed
And we ain't fucking with the fiends
I'm tryna get the luxuries
But imma do it modestly
My inner conflict sending me
But I spread positivity

Malevolence is taking over
I got hatred from those older
Why I never had a shoulder
Why I stay hard as a boulder

Got no faith in those with wishes
Cause they can't go out and get it
Manifest it or forget it
Idealistic your intentions
But I'm not much of a realist
I wish I could send the visions
To those affected with sickness
How I rap is how I'm living
But my mental state still twisting
Prolly caused by how I'm living
With a mind that's unforgiving
Burning bridges then I'm sprinting

I can't take take this fucking shit

Feel like I'm stuck in a pit
Fore I re up got the gar split
Smoking blunts and smoking cigs
I don't need a nic stick

I'm just stuck in all this pain
Wasting time inside my brain
I got High from weed that's laced
I got high from weed that's fake

And I know that it caused a change
Now I always smoke the same
I hit Streezy he get Dank
But I still be fighting waves

The sadness never goes away
I've been sharpening the blade
Imma place it on my veins
Cut my wrist the river spray