Happy
Fucked around and signed a deal
And I still wasn't happy
I still wasn't happy (yeah)
Bought a bunch of brand new shit
And I still wasn't happy
I still wasn't happy (yeah)
Did a bunch of shit for
People, they still wasn't happy
They still wasn't happy
Thought that I beat the devil in the mirror
Still looking right at me
I feel I can't win
Fighting the demons within
Oh no, where should I begin
Fuck it, tell me when it ends
I lost my smile they tell me to, I grin
And I don't know when I will be happy again
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Imagine your dreams coming true
And then ruined by
People that's close to you right therе
The fact we make validation by thе actions
Made by people holding your light scarce
Satisfaction is quite scarce
Look at me taking flight but you
Chose to do thy stairs
Here's a quotable I'd share:
When your dreams come true
So do your nightmares
I ain't even celebrate with Tech yet
And now I'm already getting death threats
By people I love, yes-yes but when I say no
They express - how they hate me and I'm fake
Please, just erase me like an etch-a-sketch
Judas hanging for a check to check
That's how I live 'fore they fire me
Took it as a sign to search for the higher me
Irony, I'm in dire need of fire weed
Driving me crazy
Thought I heard some tires screech
No one I won't be saved by a thing
Dusting these diamonds off in a
Rough I would be
They think it's a race far as I can see
I lose if I wait, no dieting, Lipozene
I should be chilling and happy as hell
No one is for me, they mad at Terrell
This music gon' sell or it's
Back to my cell
The stock on the chopper like factory sales
I really need therapy, facts no retail
These women don't love me
They angered as hell
I made it but that made me sadder, oh well
If I didn't imma say I'm
Mad at myself because I
Fucked around and signed a deal
And I still wasn't happy
I still wasn't happy (yeah)
Bought a bunch of brand new shit
And I still wasn't happy
I still wasn't happy (yeah)
Did a bunch of shit for
People, they still wasn't happy
They still wasn't happy
Thought that I beat the devil in the mirror
Still looking right at me
I feel I can't win
Fighting the demons within
Oh no, where should I begin
Fuck it, tell me when it ends
I lost my smile they tell me to, I grin
And I don't know when I will be happy again
Yeah, yeah, yeah
They calling me a legend like John
Rockstar like Ozzy, this ain't ordinary
They told me to strive for more
The more the merry
But now all I want is to be in a mortuary
Unfortunate this fortunes vary
Imagine your soul being this
And goal reaching
And you go achieve it thinking that
It'll be all Jesus living high
But then it's in reach man then blows
Gets buried
Nigga my life is a movie full of horror scary
This May
I had an epiphany: I been living in dismay
And with this rage I will click
Bang like a chick trained
I illegally open carry
There were so many women I
Was supposed to marry
But imma lease it and ride it
This is smoke and marry
Holy moly, Moses and Joseph, Marry
They want me to give them the truth
Why don't you dare me, fuck!
But now I give a fuck less
What do I think of success? It sucks
Too much stress don't get enough press
My kids are up next
My head is fucked up, yes
No love but dumb sex
Unless I cut checks (what)
Fuck yes, I don't have one friend
Fuck love, I'm loveless
So, love, get undressed
I know you want texts
So when we're done yep
You won't get one text my life is a mess
These niggas suspect
Hating on me 'cause I made
It up out the mudbed
These bitches hated now they love me
Ones that used to be fuck me
All of this shit is Spud Webb to Judge Dredd
My fans think that I'm sober till
I fail a drug test
They think I'm perfect till I wind up dead
And I must confess that I've been depressed
I thought fame would fix it but I'm upset
Damn