Self Destruct

[Intro]
I feel like, everybody got a ticking time bomb in 'em
It's only a matter of time...

[Verse 1: King Iso]
They probably think I want attention
But the fact of the matter is that I wish I had a dime I could roll
Fuck it, I'm about to find me some dro
Like I'm sick in the biz, I'm beefin'
Think I'm 'bout to dive into smoke
I ain't controlling my mind any more
I go MK, fatalities gonna rise with the toll
The homie just hit me up with a zip
He said maybe I wasn't lit enough
But nah my nigga, I'm in the zone
Too many bitches that hide in my phone
Don't know why I be doing it daily when I got wifey at home
Thinking 'bout the past, how they might did me wrong
And I never got better, so fellas I feel alone
Now tell me, who am I to condone?
The hurt that I be causin' to everybody that's riding alone
I'm better off writing alone
I need to be corrected like pennin' my music's righting my wrongs
No one know, but got this 9 to my dome
Like a fitted cap that terry rocking
They steady watching, they hella jocking, Tarrel is hot and
On my momma homie, you will never find a better topic
I'm gettin' top in the yellow drop
And I feel like Freddy, why? Because the bed is rocking, and I bet your betty watching
Sleeping with one eye open counting this fetty, wopping
They don't wanna give a nigga credit like a debit option
I bet your motherfucking head is rocking
I be going serial murderer on the beat with the machete chopping
You think you thugged out?
When you drug out of a drug house, leaking blood out?
Nigga write his rap and I don't give a fuck 'bout whatever he said
I'm knocking everybody out that got a problem with myself because the way that I'm living ain't healthy bruh
I'm falling, can somebody help me up?
Before I explode and I feel myself combust
Before I self destruct

[Chorus: King Iso]
I know the time is ticking while I self corrupt
And when I fall nobody's gonna help me up
This place I really hate it, in my shell I'm tucked
'Cause there's no telling when I'm 'bout to self destruct (before I self destruct)
And ain't nobody that did help me up
'Cause I'm a person who ain't dealt with stuff
Ain't no one else's help
It's just me, myself and I
And when I think about it ain't nobody else but us (Before I self destruct)
And I don't need a bomb strapped to my chest
When I snap I'll react till I'm dead
What I need is some weed, then go ask for some head getting faded with my lady just relax in my bed, what I said homie

[Verse 2: Rittz]
So you got to self destruct, I tried suicide once and died
And came back, I'm a ghost of my former myself now
None of my homeboys would help out
I make another Instagram story, recording meltdowns
Violent tirades, lining driveways
Dined divide them white lines and ice trays
Defile with my pace it's dark the blind shades are
Shut the only dripping I'm tripping is my drain
Making it to my veins when my nostril clogged
And the doctor called, said my wife is sick
Deep inside we wishing her condition life or death but it isn't
Tell that motherfucka write the script
I sent the dude a email
Told her not to fuck with the medicine, almost senselessly abused a female
Talking shit in the pharmacy and making me wait
It's your fault, all you had to do was approve the refill
'Cause there's so many wounds that need healed
Abusive future made a move to quit the booze, the zyquil
It finally wore off, I'm broke, I smoke but don't drink
Time to get back introduced to me now
I know no matter what I’ll never have a clean image
I don't ever get a fair shake
Béarnaise sauce on my rare steak with a side of cream spinach
On the stage, bitches scream like they seen Gene Simmons
I'm a bad bitch puller
Fat and ugly as ever but never been afraid to stack big mula
Knocking at your door like a masked intruder
Got your lady role-playing like a Catholic schoolgirl
Electrifying feeling, wish I had this sooner
People think I'm soft since I cleaned up
But I self destructed, saying fuck Rittz
Push your top back in a gladiator G truck
I'm Rittz, bitch!

[Chorus: King Iso]
I know the time is ticking while I self corrupt
And when I fall nobody's gonna help me up
This place I really hate it, in my shell I'm tucked
'Cause there's no telling when I'm 'bout to self destruct (before I self destruct)
And ain't nobody that did help me up
'Cause I'm a person who ain't dealt with stuff
Ain't no one else's help
It's just me, myself and I
And when I think about it ain't nobody else but us (Before I self destruct)
And I don't need a bomb strapped to my chest
When I snap I'll react till I'm dead
What I need is some weed, then go ask for some head getting faded with my lady then I relax in my bed, what I said homie

[Verse 3: Twista]
Listen to the soliloquy of the trilogy
It'll be iller when you enter the energy, out of your epitome
Out of verbal villain, the killa be like a Wu-
Tang I bang 'em and physically put them in the memory
Blurrin' the flow and I bring it back into focus
I shake it and make it pause
Put it back in motion, attacking 'em like I'm jaws
When I crack 'em open I got it hard, I catch 'em and throw 'em back in the ocean
I’m a fishermen with ambition when I be on a mission I piss a bitch if a nigga forget it, the mere mention of money makin' me want it and then I gotta be on it to get it 'cause I finesse it to get it out of predicament
How could you dance? How could you smile?
How could you party living in horror when you know I’m around? 'Cause I be terrorizing you and your friends like I’m It
'Cause I’m the shit, kicking the style you know I’m a clown I catch you
Every night alone, I ​don’t know right from wrong
All I know is that I gotta kill 'em
When I write a song with the microphone
I’m creeping on 'em like caterpillar
When I catch you off guard
I took a look at the eyes of a nigga that tried to talk hard
To a throw off of the lost gods
I'm a knower of the lost arts
I stall on 'em till they saw sparks
Beat 'em and batter 'em [?] their anatomy fuck up your frequency frequently then I kill 'em with energy
Every bit of me warranted to leave your body tormented, I'm disorientated, thought I was killing the enemy
Then I have to figure out
I was inflicting pain when I felt the touch
Then I realized it was me I was doing it to
This is how the mind can self destruct
Twista

[Chorus: King Iso]
I know the time is ticking while I self corrupt
And when I fall nobody's gonna help me up
This place I really hate it, in my shell I'm tucked
'Cause there's no telling when I'm 'bout to self destruct (before I self destruct)
And ain't nobody that did help me up
'Cause I'm a person who ain't dealt with stuff
Ain't no one else's help
It's just me, myself and I
And when I think about it ain't nobody else but us (Before I self destruct)
And I don't need a bomb strapped to my chest
When I snap I'll react till I'm dead
What I need is some weed, then go ask for some head getting faded with my lady then I relax in my bed, what I said homie