Window

Yeah four corner room shit
All alone starin' out the window
Random thoughts most likely medicated
Particularly a rainy day

Yeah, I wonder if the humans know
That all of them are planets
And their galaxies are made up with
A universe inside of them
Wonder why we hear about Lebron
And Jordan all the
Time, 'bout how they cross the game over
But barely mention Iverson
Wonder if my people will forget they history
The more they lit up еverything and
Burned down all thesе fuckin' monuments
I wonder what the ward would do, or
Even worse, my girl would do
Or the board if they knew that
I was plottin' suicide again
I wonder why these women wanna fuck me
Say they love my music
Funny ‘cause when I visit their socials
There's no sign of it
I wonder why these rappers all
Waited until now to
Give a fuck about injustice or the system
Even politics
I just seen a nigga yellin' "Black
Lives Matter", two days later
Talkin' 'bout slidin' on the opps again
Wonder if these niggas that be
Wolfin' online know I'm
Maskin' like COVID and get
Love from Anonymous
And why the fuck these rappers tryna sound
Like me? Wow, Oh, I see now
They're opps no 'tometrist
Talkin' ‘bout mental health
Only when it benefit
‘em, they ain't never been through it
But did it for the audience
Seasonal depression, shit for me
That's like a blessin'
'cause it hit me every other day
Like favors people call to get
I wonder if everyone that's online
Knows that they sold their soul to fit the
Rhetoric of target marketin'
I wonder if the woke people
Know to be privy to
What someone made knowledge is a
Con to your consciousness
And when you think about it, if you
Draw a cross startin' with a hyphen
That's turnin' a negative to a positive
Or that the rabbit hole is like how I drink
Mimosas in the mornin', or
The girlfriend's ass, Yeah bottomless
Or me and mental hospitals go
Together like snow and sweaters
So to call your boy crazy is a compliment

Usually have so much on my mind
(Staring out the window)
Stuck right here just fucked up and high
(Staring out the window)
You can tell a lot once you look in my eyes
(Staring out the window)
Thoughts keep racing while time passes by
(Staring out the window)

Usually have so much on my mind
(Staring out the window)
Stuck right here just fucked up and high
(Staring out the window)
You can tell a lot once you look in my eyes
(Staring out the window)
Thoughts keep racing while time passes by
(Staring out the window)

When I seek asylum
It's a different meaning I can
Show you how the
Game work yeah I can ref you G's
They probably want me dead
Now 'cause I'm chopping
Niggas heads but dropping
Knowledge though instead
Yeah I'm the next Bruce Lee
When you were in the
House gettin' restful sleep
I done went through more shit
Than public restroom seats
And anybody beefin' with me: only
Reason why you still
Alive right now is 'cause I let you breathe
They don't want Smoke like pickin' Cyrax
I be in your Sektor with my
Gat like making Ed Boon scenes
I know that I'm a sinner but I've always
Been a winner, quarterbackin for the Saints
You can forget Drew Brees
I ain't stoppin' 'til I'm chillin' on
My ranch, billions in advance
Eating grilled wingettes with blue cheese
I graduated late but now I'm
Flying first class while you're
In the back like "Can I get some legroom
Please?" i wonder how the world can
Have people still alive but
Nigga I swear to freakin' god
You're dead to me
Or people clickin' up shit
Like I'm the nigga
To fuck with and get your dogs touched
No pet groomin'
Or why I got two kids another one comin' but
I still refuse to go and buy an SUV
Or when the scary ass rap
Game will keep it real
Because with beats and rappin'
Nigga, who the best, Fool? Me
I wonder how the homies from
The set feel knowin' that
I'm dressed for the next peel
In fresh blue jeans
Or niggas that be talkin' 'bout king
Shit but when I peek
Shit the bed that's in their
Master bedroom's a queen
Or how I got a power of a god
All seven Dragon Balls and a
Life supply of Senzu Beans
But none of that matters right
Now because I'm in
A fuckin' mental hospital for
The next few weeks

Usually have so much on my mind
(Staring out the window)
Stuck right here just fucked up and high
(Staring out the window)
You can tell a lot once you look in my eyes
(Staring out the window)
Thoughts keep racing while time passes by
(Staring out the window)

Usually have so much on my mind
(Staring out the window)
Stuck right here just fucked up and high
(Staring out the window)
You can tell a lot once you look in my eyes
(Staring out the window)
Thoughts keep racing while time passes by
(Staring out the window)

Hey dad, it's probably lunch time
I hope you are eating well
Today mom took the park where we
Used to go all the time
I miss you and I love you and
I can't wait to see you get well soon dad