Zero Dark Thirty Four

Called the suicide hotline but
The signal said busy
Need to work on myself but
I've been too busy
Try to pray to God, he said
"I'll hit you right back, I'm too busy"
Zero dark thirty four
I'mma clock mine too busy numerology

Called the suicide hotline but
The signal said busy
(seeing the same number)
Need to work on myself but i been too busy
(steady looking at the time)
Try to pray to God, he said
"I'll hit you right back, I'm too busy"
(can't ignore the signs)
Zero dark thirty four
I'mma clock mine too busy

Yeah, yeah 12: 34 so repetitive to see
And I've been out working
Every competitor but peep
It seems like I've been working
On everything but me
Been in my hеad a bit rest
Assured but ain't getting any sleep
For еverybody you hear but self
Neglect is what you bring
My fuckin' health is something else
I'm a special kind of breed
If I cut myself it'll take me
20 seconds just to bleed
Meaning I'm slow just to notice
It 'cause depression isn't seen
Maybe if we took time like
The theft of someone's G-
Shocking, ain't it? I've been making
An effort just to keep
Clockin' making these dollars 'cause
Death ain't even free
I've been dancing with the devil
Two stepping to the beat
Since back in '07 in a Chevy the Caprice
Yeah, they talk that belly shit but
We the belly of the beast
Like an oversized load
Bitch I'm heavy in these streets
Strange chain, Rolly
Yeah the presidential piece
My music made it to the
Fucking president to peep
Devil in my shop of horrors
I ain't selling you a thing
Rather jug a nightmare than to
Sell a fucking dream
'Cause I'm everybody's meds
But who's medicating me?
Rhetorical question like
Is that your hood or residential street?
Used to the backburner like a
Weapon on a string
It's why I'm walking through hell
Like it's 70 degrees
Fuckin' the misery, we loving the company
Let a nigga be-cause
This shit'll be killin' me
Feel like I want to be exponentia-lly up
But taking it up out of a pistol, I gotta
Be makin' it out of a killer psychology
Will I get better I'm thinking I'm
Honoring every single thing but me
Ever since a teen "work hard"
Been embedded into me
That's why I never get to sleep
This feeling, it's killing me
Really you'll never get to see
Cause I'm too busy listening to
The telly as it rings, Like:

Called the suicide hotline but
The signal said busy
Need to work on myself but
I've been too busy
Try to pray to God, he said
"I'll hit you right back, I'm too busy"
Zero dark thirty four
I'mma clock mine too busy
Called the suicide hotline but
The signal said busy
Need to work on myself but
I've been too busy
Try to pray to God, he said
"I'll hit you right back, I'm too busy"
Zero dark thirty four
I'mma clock mine too busy

Somebody pick up the phone, yeah
I don't wanna be alone, yeah
Work my fingers to the bone
Ain't taking care of myself but I'm strong
Yeah tell God I'm finna come home, yeah
Devil got me out my zone, yeah
Follow the signs I'm shown, yeah
12: 34 that's the code, yeah

Need to just work on myself right now, ay
Too busy going through hell right now, ay
Somebody check on Terrell right now, ay
Called, he won't answer his cell right now
Ay
I got a number of things that I'm working
On but disconnected from self right now, Ay
Fuck thinking 'bout record sales right now
Ay trying not to kill myself right now, ay

Funny all this money that I made by myself
Even fame but won't take a
Single day to myself
People coming for a favor
While I'm hanging myself
Momma's step father was beefing
While I'm raising myself
Baby momma drama, while I'm
Playing Dalai Lama, Take my babies
Yeah, I'm gonna fucking raise them myself
Where were you when I was in the ward
I stayed in my cell
I don't trust a single fucking
Soul and stay to myself every single case
I fought The State by myself
And the Board of Mental Health when
They played with my health
Hoes used to kick me out
I got a place by myself
Almost died in that cell but
Got saved by the bell
Rather carried by 6 than be hanged by the 12
Bitch I'm a 6-12-6 in my brain I excel
All this pain that I held
It contained in myself
Now I'm with the snake and bat
Flying straight out of hell, Nigga
Tarell, no Davis, in the gym the 30 close
Young nigga, what the hell you acting 30 fo?
Live your life and take care of it early, bro
And since because before you know
It, you'll be 30, Yo
Social standing you're too busy workin' on
Too busy for your own call?
It could hurt you though!
I can't talk, I'm suicidal like Percival
So if I hang up, don't take it personal