Last Time

(INTRO)
Aaliyah Voicemail

(VERSE 1)
I don’t fake love, I just make love
You broke my heart, and you faked love
You turned around and said suck it up
But deep down you done fucked me up

I’m drowning in the deep end
Need a superhero to come and just sweep in
Don’t wake me up I should just still be sleeping
You want someone tough, but I am a weakling

I am the weak link
I am the poor one
Just starting to sink
Gimme support hun
You see me drowning
And you are laughing
Cause now I am gone
And you’re relaxing

Need you more than I ever really did
Need your support now more than ever
Thought with you I was gonna have a kid
Thought with you, it was always and forever

(CHORUS)
I’m remembering the, last time, last
I’m remembering the, last time, last
I’m remembering the, last time, last
I’m remembering the, last time

(VERSE 2)
A night of passion, a night of bliss
We were both made, for nights like this
With somewhere to go, and somewhere to hide
With someone to hold, and not say goodbye

With pain in my heart, and tears in my eyes
You’re saying goodbye, for the last time
I’m trapped in mind got nowhere to go
I back into a corner and I stay alone

Yo, I can’t rewind, take back the time
If I could just rewind
And do it all again,
I would just rewind
And make sure that you would never say goodbye (goodbye)

People look at me and say what’s wrong (what’s wrong)
Ain’t gonna lie so I say I’m gone (I’m gone)
Hide behind them bottles and smokes
Wish it was all fake, it was a hoax

You left my life cause you are confused
You won this battle, I guess I will lose
You’re not into me, you’re not into dick
The fuck was 2 years of a relationship

Was it all lies, was some of it real
Was all it fake or sometimes did you feel
Like I was the one you would get married to
But pardon my French now I will say adieu

(CHORUS)
I’m remembering the, last time, last
I’m remembering the, last time, last
I’m remembering the, last time, last
I’m remembering the, last time

(VERSE 3)
Who do I run to,
Who do I rely on

I’m having nightmares
Sleeping with the lights on
You’re into a girl
And I’m left alone
And it’s your decision
Cause now you are real grown

I have to respect it
I have to admit it
That if I stay quiet
One day I’ll regret it
But I know one day
I will smile again
But for right now,
In this moment
I’ll have to fake it

Hide behind the bottle, hide behind the pills
Hide behind the music cause I do not want to feel
Might want to hurt myself cause it might ease the pain
But I hate the thought of blood, it makes me go insane

I’m trapped in my head, I’m trapped in my bed
Would you really feel better if I was dead
You act like my best friend, so you vent to me
When I really still love you, my reality

You were my sunshine, my love and my life
I was going to be your husband, you my wife
We had some names picked out for all of our kids
But the truth is you don’t want it, please just admit

It’s hurting my heart, it’s hurting my soul
That after these years I just have to let go
I have no more tears left to cry out my eyes
So I just fake smile, my real disguise