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I'm drowning in my sorrows sippin' on this bottle
Lost in this world feeling so hollow
Demons in my mind they won't even let me go
But I keep on fighting and putting up a show
I'm searching for a way out but I'm stuck in this maze
Trying to find some peace in this chaotic haze
I'm pouring out my heart in every single line
Hoping that my pain will somehow intertwine
I'm sippin' on this juice trying to numb the pain
But it's hard to escape from this never-ending rain
I'm lost in my thoughts drowning in my fears
But I'll keep on going through the darkest years
I'm running from my past, but it's always on my tail
Haunted by memories that I just can't unveil
I'm searching for love in a world so cold
But it's hard to find solace when you're feeling so old
I'm searching a way out but I'm n stuck in this maze
Trying to find some peace in this chaotic haze
I'm pouring out my heart on every single line
Hoping that my pain will somehow intertwine
I'm sippin' on this juice trying to numb the pain
But it's hard to escape from this never-ending rain
I'm lost in my thoughts drowning in my fears
But I'll keep on going through the darkest years
I'm tired of pretending, that it's alright
Tired of fighting this never-ending fight
But I won't give up I won't let it win
I'll keep on pushing until the very end
I'm sippin' on this juice, trying to numb the pain
But it's hard to escape, from this never-ending rain
I'm lost in my thoughts drowning in my fears
But I'll keep on going through the darkest years
Mixing codeine with the dirty sprite
Hard liquor trough my blood bitch that's light
Standing on my racks ''I don't even know my size''
Partying all night smoking H5
I'm sippin' on this juice, trying to numb the pain
But it's hard to escape, from this never-ending rain
I'm lost in my thoughts drowning in my fears
But I'll keep on going through the darkest years
In the depths of my mind I'm drownin' in pain
These demons inside they drive' me insane
Like a storm cloud follows me pourin' like rain
I won't let the darkness even limit my name.