disconnected

I kept your return address
I wanna send you something back
I wanna feel a lighter chest
But I don't think I can call

I'm sorry that he brought you down
But you're bigger than this little town
I hope good karma comes around
But I don't think I can call

The past to me's a big dark space
Just pulled myself out of its shade
I can't relive our escapades
I remember you until this day

It hurts my heart to think of you
And all the shit that we've been through
I hope you know I love you too
But I don't think I can call

I'm happy now as I can be
Still living with my family
I'm glad you're still thinking of me
And I'm sorry I won't call