Closer

Yeah, wake up in the mornin', mind racin', thoughts be travelin
Stressin' bout some shit that got no mass, it don't be matterin
Workin' towards my purpose, about that yes I am adamant
Sherman Klump is what I need, my pockets to be fatter then
Execute my formula until the shit gets normaler
She thinks I'm ignoring her, whole time I was warning her
Writin' some new chapters and she keeps fuckin' the story up
How can you love a woman if she ain't supportin' ya
Selfish with her lovin', didn't wanna share me with the public
I tried to think none of it, like an itch it kept on rubbin' me the wrong way
Evidence is buildin', got a strong case
If I try to leave, I get a short look and long face, damn
She would hate that I would get so much attention
Hated when I had to show ask her to go, she ain't attendin
I can't keep up this pretendin'
This I'm endin', yep I keep inching closer, closer closer closer
She pushed me away from her just like a basket at the grocery store
Fucked up what we had inside the trash where those emotions go
Tryin' to take these punches, rope a dope, steady my approach, I'm closer, closer, closer closer
Studio sessions became depressin' when she came with me
Arguin' over nothin', I see tears come down her Maybelline
Gotta make a choice between the two
The choice was made for me, I'm closer, closer, closer, closer
This is my career, my talent, my passion, I'm keepin' that
If it makes me happy, why the fuck would you compete with that
Recollectin' vivid memories, I'm just thinkin' back
Livin' out her insecurities, she can't see the facts
Me and C.O. takin' trips to the A to put some music out
Turnin' up my tunes and all that other shit, I'm tunin' out
Makin' a mental list of all the shit that I can do without
Everyone in my corner except you, all you do is doubt
I can see what you about, what excuse you usin' now
Pack the baggage in my brain, mentally I'm movin' out
You the one that's losin' me, but I keep losin' out as I get closer, closer, closer, closer
Ayy, this is not a diss for you, just somethin' for you to listen to
If you thought your behavior was correct, yo intuition through
All the best I wish for you, I'm close, I feel it too, I'm gettin closer, closer, closer, closer
Workin' with a legend, this Big Phil up on these tracks you hear
He said I'm super dope, told me I'm close, I feel it that you near
I said that I'ma rock it, I'ma knock it out the atmosphere, I'm closer, closer, closer, closer
Ayy, wish C.O. was still with me, know he up in heaven now
Look at me, I'm chillin' out, got a house, I done settled down
I holla at your mama from time to time just to check around
Our sons are grown men, it's bout Caleb, Kendrick, and Kevyn now
Damn, we did it big, that shit was simple and plain
I got a full tank and drivin' down memory lane
Mane, I hate you had to die, and I was filled up with pain
But as long as I'm alive, they gon' remember your name
We UndenYable
Yeah as I get