Daydream Believer

A sudden burst from a thought a heartfelt blow to the heart
It would kill me to be dead right now
Not one word left to sing did we wake up sleepy jean
Sad memories been branded on my brain
Need an injection of life here to swallow this pain
All this time he thinks that he needs her
But he's really just a daydream believer

My world's illuminated by streetlights a parade of lanterns dancing at midnight
And though there's a heaviness on my brow it would kill me to be not alive right now

It's been a year and a day got hit with the ricochet
And now we're leaving cheap flowers by your grave
Made a wish upon a shooting star but positive thinking only gets you so far
We're staring down the abyss are we ever getting better than this
But the stage was set the vision came like a fever
And I realized I was just a daydream believer

Cross my heart and hope it doesn't stop yet
I wanna have the same last dream again
I'm really kinda sick of putting up with all of this but I'll stay

This is a battle cry in the war on 'I wanna kill myself'
Sometimes all you got left is the defiance to spit in the face of your would-be assassin
And say you ain't it you're not gonna be the one to take me out
You dont got what it takes
You're not gonna define the entirety of my existence yeah, life really sucks
But Imma keep the crazy faith that there IS a light at the end of the tunnel
I WILL come out the other side
And tomorrow WILL be the beginning of the rest of my life

I call your ass up talk through this break up
Best friends forever car crash now I got a dead brother
Shot got shot no thank you rejection can you please treat me like a real person
Life sucks however I am a daydream believer
Fell in love with a fantasy
Never became who he thought he wanted her to be
My bag is empty who's at my door Knock knock who's there It's the man he wants more
Right here this moment no lie it's my favorite life sucks however
I am a daydream believer