Imposter Syndrome

[Verse 1]
I never dreamed, it always seemed like I'd been wasting light
Never believed, although I must have half a million times, oh
And by the end, I must have lost my mind
But is that alright? Yeah, is that alright?
I never dreamed, it always seemed I was stuck standing by
Without a choice, without a voice, idle and terrified
A silhouette content to just let lie
And is that alright? Yeah, is that alright?

[Chorus]
But if I'm being honest
For as fine as I am
Should I not feel nothing
Quite as much as I have?
And for all of your answers
Do you not understand?
This is who I am

[Post-Chorus]
And it's one thing, one thing
Mute, but I can't say nothing
But I never learned how to try
And it's suffocating
Still, but I can't stop changing
And I can't even say why

[Verse 2]
When I've been living all the life, I've been to afraid to let die
And is that alright? Yeah, is that alright?
I never dreamed, it always seemed like I'd been wasting light
Left unopposed and so it goes to feel so terrified
And I don't know if I am realized
But is that alright? Could that be alright?

[Chorus]
'Cause if I'm being honest
For as fine as I am
Should I not feel nothing
Quite as much as I have?
And for all of your answers
Do you not understand?
This is who I am

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
And if I'm being honest
For as fine as I am
Could I not feel nothing
Quite as much as I have?
And for all of my answers
Why I not understand?
This is who I am