Since You Asked

Waiting room
Couldn’t feel more numb
Colors sway and move like a headspace gone
In this disaster
You watch the seconds fornicate
Ripping into moments we’d do anything to hold
Now watch them disappear in a blink

Changing and leaving
Shameful feeling

Invert the veins inside, study their every lie
As the preachers pack their bags like they’re on borrowed time
Embrace our shame when we leave

And if it be
You’ll lose me
In a horriblе display
You can find me by the water or in placеs that you rest your head

Waiting room waiting to play god
One great step in a world that only wants to watch you fall apart
You watch it all fade away
Silence is gold, do exactly what they say

Changing and leaving
Shameful feeling

Invert the veins inside, study their every lie
As the preachers pack their bags like they’re on borrowed time
Embrace our shame when we leave

And if it be
You’ll lose me
In a horrible display
You can find me by the water or in places that you’d rest your head
In the wait, with all the time to think
Of farewells and final words
Dropping boxes in the dirt
As I stare
At all the time I never had