Been close to death (feat. freedombeats)
No no I
No no lie
No no why
Tried to die
Dealing with emotions
Feeling so hopeless
I can't focus
On what's right In front of me
All I feel is misery
Been, been close to death
Filled me with regret
Hit hit reset
Burnt out, cigarette
Lost alot of blood and
Looks like a flooding
Drowning, I'm so numb and
Can't swim, I'm running
When will you start to see
I let my demon's free
Give em a chance to speak
It'll lead to inner peace
Lately I've been going through so much of pain
When I see the light, I relapse again
Attached to a string, like a puppet I made
For the things that I write, but where is the blade
Don't wanna die if I've freedom of life
I don't wanna stay, but I can and I might
Stuck in a maze, and I can't explain
But not like you care, coz you all just lie
Look to the skies then I pray for the rain
Left me a storm but I feel the ground shake
Will you mourn after sun rays
When I'm long gone, will you still blame me
Been, been close to death
Filled me with regret
Hit hit reset
Burnt out, cigarette
Lost alot of blood and
Looks like a flooding
Drowning, I'm so numb and
Can't swim, I'm running
Sorry to my mom and dad
But I wanna let you know
Its time for you to let me go
Never meant to be this bad
But now I'm really glad
You won't need to deal with this broken
Boat
Fine line, with people that I follow
Eye sight, blurred its tommorow
Am I shy, my heart is hollow
Realised, that time is never borrowed
I decide, I decide, don't idolize me
Sacrifice, sacrifice all of my needs
Why you idolize me
Why you idolize me
Dead end on the road
Haunted by my ghosts
Been, been close to death
Filled me with regret
Hit hit reset
Burnt out, cigarette
Lost alot of blood and
Looks like a flooding
Drowning, I'm so numb and
Can't swim, I'm running
Why you idolize me
How you idolize me
Why you never call me
When you feel my story
Done with the all fighting
Done with the all lying
I'm done, I'm done I'm done I'm done
I'm done, I'm done I'm done
I'm done, I'm done I'm done
I'm done, I'm done I'm done