All in My Head

I said that i'm down if you say so
Why do my thoughts get loud thinking they know
They can't imagine the pain so what
When they ask I pass another drink goes up
Down into my head
They're so loud dreaming instead
Don't know how I can defend
All the voices that are all in my head

I listen to em almost on the daily
That's probably why I'm texting going crazy
Waiting for responses fucking up my conscious
All I see is green smoke it's getting hazy
Loosening the grip on reality no difference
Start to see the bad in me only when I'm lifted
But I know that I'm gonna do it again
Cause the drugs and the beats are my only friends
I hate when they all pretend wanting to see 'em go
Wanting it all to end wanting it all to show
I wanna go get a benz and finally hop on the road
If I don't get an advance then I should be getting owed I go

Why don't you say so
Getting reassurance from a halo
You were something far from an angel
See the fire dripping from the rainbow

I know they're bad for me but imma ignore it
Such a catastrophe when noone keeps showing
Needing your help now trying to go out
I open up my heart and then i'm breaking your walls down
No idea what i'm thinking
Maybe cause it's been so long now i'm drinking
Trynna forget you like I never met you the real one
When you try to confess I start to hear none
Noone in my life so thinking that I might go
Start to fade away when I go stepping in the light though
Frozen over ice so now we feeling right oh
No more of the demons doing creeping in the night no