keep it together

Got used to the ghost of you
A version of me I can't seem to lose
You knew I was a mess
Wish I could hear what's happened inside your head
And it's so freeing
To have your heart
And it looks easy
But it feels so hard
To keep it together, I know you have
I wish I could do it, hold the tears back
Won't be an anchor, only bound to her
And it gets lonely, but gotta remember
To keep it together
I got used to the worst of us
A war with ghosts that I can't outrun
I know you've been dreaming big
I promise I'll catch up with that
And it's so freeing
To have your heart
And it looks easy
But it feels so hard
To keep it together, I know you have
I wish I could do it, hold the tears back
Won't be an anchor, only bound to her
And it gets lonely, but gotta remember
To keep it together
To keep it together
To keep it together