Sorry

I might hold on forever
If I don't try to sever
Whatever we have going on between us
I can see the glass as it cracks beneath us
It's so easy to hate you
You don't feel the pain like I do
I just wanna hear you say you're trying
But it only comes off to me as lying
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I know how much that you love me
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I know how much I could be a little
Fucked up
I'm bad at love
It never should have worked
But it always does
And
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm feeling all the pressure
To give you all the things that I should
But I don't even know those for myself
Talk my way out of these options
Mind spinning with a guilty conscience
I fill the void I have with kiss no tell
Is it all my fault
Opening all the doors
To let you walk out my life avoiding pain before
You take my heart and
Beat it to pieces
It's better leaving love behind so I don't feel it
I like it when I never let you in
To see the parts of my heart that don't listen
I keep it hidden
All my fears when
You pull me close and your fingers are slipping
It's so hard for me to love you
We both know the pain that's coming
I just wanna see you with the good timing
But I keep making you the one to find it
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I know how much that you love me
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I know how much I could be a little
Fucked up
I'm bad at love
It never should have worked
But it always does
And
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Living in my mind to hide my passion
Cause if I let it go no telling what would happen
Running with the thought that I shouldn't have it
Cups half full of the tears that I've cried over what I am missing