Changes

I wish I could give the world to you
But I'm afraid that what you'll tell me may just not be true
I know you hurt inside and you might want to push me out
Be honest, are you gonna break away when I reach out

Hating everybody I do not want your relation
Seeing your life change in front of you is so amazing
Promises I break because you really let me down now
Tears well in my eyes because I can't live with you not around

I'm tearing at my skin I wanna get out
If this world is really hell, somebody let me out
Everydays a pattern, I'll see you on Saturn
Wish I never knew you, nothing really matters

Tell me, tell me it'll be okay
I've been thinking things that I can't even explain

It's overwhelming, help me, get me through the day
Crying all your life makes you really hate the rain

It's like reality's whatever I might make it to be
See you in heaven cause I know that you've been waiting on me
I'm living life right, mind in circles everynight
Tryna make it through the day, blinded by a flashing light

If I'm under pressure (I'll just find a way out, my minds stuck between a red room and a playground)
Always saying never (But you could never know what, look into my eyes, cause I love it when your heads up)

Everything around me, changing very quickly
And I hate myself I wouldn't mind it if you killed me
Revenge is not the answer, nor is it a question
What you get from vengence is nothing but depression

I learned it the hard way, I can't fall asleep at night
I don't like the outside, hiding from the sunlight
I wish you were all mine, life is going just fine
I don't wanna cry anymore but that's alright

So won't you tell me, tell me
We're gonna be okay
'Cause I can read your mind right now
And you're thinking we need a break

I don't wanna lose anybody else
Stay close to my beating heart

Are we falling apart
You're breaking my heart (I'm a god damn coward, kill me now)
No, you never felt the same
And I knew it from the start (I love you and I'm sorry, please forgive me)